Dear reader I just woke up from this dream about 10-15 minutes ago and it was so vivid and detailed that I thought I would post it here so that I can remember it later in case it comes in handy later. The part that stood out to me was as follows:

In the first part the dream my best friend Adriana(the mother of my God daughter Mariah) was driving somewhere(she’s “normal” she doesn’t have anything “wrong” with her) in a convertible with the top down she’s happy and excited talking to me on the phone about how happy she is that stuff is going really well in her life(I can’t wait for this to happen in real life because she definitely deserve it).

After telling me her good news she said it was time for me to have some good news of my own. I told her that I was supposed to be getting paid via PayPal for a 3 hour job I did for someone soon and that even if the person didn’t end up paying me I was honestly happy to have the work experience(I don’t know if I got the job offer from this blog or what the job was for, I just remember that it was temporary and it took me 3 hours to complete it).

She then asked me about my ex husband Kyle and if we were talking(If you are curious dear reader about the backstory to this check out the posts in the “Ending” tab of my blog it’s all there) she said because even though he’s an ass I still needed some guy attention in my life. I told her no and she hung up the phone.

After that the dream went back to me at my house and my dad’s friend Cindy was there with some guy friend of hers named “Travis”(You’ll see why I put his name in quotation marks latter dear reader) he was about 19/20 or so.

She makes the introduction and he says that I can call him “Travis” even though it’s not his real name just what he goes by. I don’t really get along with Cindy for a few different reasons(it’s too much to explain here) so I kept my hello civil.

To try to make the story less complicated from here since you don’t really know what the backstory is here dear reader I will fast forward/paraphrase things a little bit from here on.

She gets annoyed at me for not showing him my books since he likes to read and for some reason he is stuck reading romance novel.

I tell her and him that I am leaving them alone because I don’t get along with her and I don’t want to cause any problems with her or him, pretty much following the old saying “if you can’t say nothing nice don’t say anything at all”.

She doesn’t like my answer and starts to argue with me then he starts to defend her I pretty much tell him that my issues are with her and not him and she knows what they are and why, I tell him pretty much that I hope that she doesn’t do the same to him and if she does he can come find me and we can talk about me and why I am the way I am.

He pretty much says ok and I found  myself liking the fact that he can keep up with me in the argument(We are not yelling or cussing at each other I am talking about the fact that he could stay right there with me with a comeback to whatever point I had and that it made sense) it really reminded me of my ex boyfriend Alex(His story is in the “trials in love” tab of my blog if you’re curious about him) and how we used to talk, we never really argued about stuff but we did talk about stuff a lot).

To me personally dear reader nothing is sexier than a guy who can hold a conversation with me, his responses make sense especially if he makes me think.

I am going to try to go back to sleep now since my legs are still hurting me and it’s currently only 9:00 AM for me right now. Whenever I wake up again I will check on you. Thanks for staying on this journey with me dear reader it really does mean the world to me ☺.