Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting about my own personal thoughts/feelings so that I can get them out of my system so that they don’t stay bottled up inside me. Nothing more nothing less.
Dear reader I know that I don’t know everything and I know that I never will. I know that I have personal biases about issues.
I know that some of them are wrong, and to be completely honest with you dear reader I bet someone would find something wrong with all of them.
I am working hard to try and change them however I personally believe deep down inside that if I just tell myself “I can’t believe this because it’s wrong” without personally understanding the reason(s) why and agreeing with/coming to terms with whatever the changing thought process is would be fake.
I try my hardest to not let my bias or beliefs affect others in terms of what they personally can and can’t do in their own personal lives, I.E. March against people or talk about their choices.
I will sometimes say on here why I disagree with the choice(s) from my own personal thoughts/beliefs and tell them if asked or if I think that will affect them or myself(If I meet a guy who wants an open relationship I will tell him that he is going to have to be with someone else from the beginning of talking to him because I personally can’t deal with that in my life however he is still free to do as he wishes I am just not going to participate) on a personal level.
I keep seeing so many different terms for things and honestly I personally feel like I don’t understand them.
I am trying my hardest to understand however my brain still goes I see the point but I still think deep down inside that I believe this.
I will not tell someone to change terms for my sake or or tell them they are wrong because I know that I mostly likely am wrong however I still don’t want to seem fake or be untrue to what I believe deep inside because at the end of the day no matter what happens I have to be able to live with myself.
I am sorry dear reader if this post didn’t make much sense to you howeverI am so thankful that you are here to help me vent. Thanks again for staying on this journey with me dear reader ♡.