Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about myself and my own personal thoughts/feelings about this situation I am NOT trying to put anyone down or anything like that.

Dear reader as some of you might already know I have decided to go on a dating site(it’s not really just for dating you can make friends as well) to maybe find a bf.

Last night someone tried to message me there telling me that they really liked my profile(all of my issues are pretty much on there I am very open and honest about what I want and what I don’t) and pictures.

He was what I like to call “too buff to be true” I honestly don’t think that a guy who looks like him(Picture any guy underwear model and you pretty much have what he looks like) would want to be with a girl in a wheelchair.

I am NOT trying to put myself down dear reader I am just saying how I personally honestly feel.

I didn’t write back. I am currently talking to another guy but I have some doubts about the long term(He and I both want to find a stable long-term relationship) because he doesn’t seem to understand why I care about my best friend Adriana so much(why I am stressed out so much about her current situation, it’s a lot of different drama all pretty much hitting her at once right now) to me personally dear reader family is family and she is family to me.

I really want someone who gets that and says “your people are my people too” Alex was like that back when he was with me. I still wonder if he is ok and if he ever got help.

I will keep you updated on everything dear reader. Thanks again for staying with me on this journey ♡