Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting/talking about what I am feeling as of the time that I am writing this post. I am NOT trying to make anyone feel sorry for me or anything else like that sorry if it comes across as rambling.

Dear reader it’s times like this one that I am so thankful that I have you and this blog in my life. A safe place to express my feelings without fear of having to have anyone yell at/be mad at me.

I want to a have a verbal conversation with someone so badly right now mostly because I express myself better and faster talking than I do typing and Yes, dear reader I am aware of the irony of that statement given the fact that I am writing this right now.

I mean that I want to talk to someone who actually cares/is interested in what I have to say and more importantly than that I want to talk to someone who can actually add to the conversation themselves.

Right now it seems like “Star” is avoiding me yet she continues to “like” things I post on FB. I should probably feel hurt by this however the truth is dear reader that I still haven’t fully let her back in to my life given all of the best friend drama last year.

The truth is that I really don’t want to talk to her because she doesn’t say much of anything that I can relate to or that interests me any longer especially since I can feel the space between us when we do talk.

Adriana is currently busy with a lot of personal issues and I don’t really want to bother her, she usually calls or texts me whenever she’s free to talk anyway.

I have tried reading, (you know that I go back and forth between a few books at a time;I start reading one and stop whenever I get bored and go to a different book, read it for a bit than go back to the other book, 6 books is the most I can manage), watching TV, (I found that I can’t seem to get into “DC’S Legends of Tomorrow” for some odd reason), and my body doesn’t feel like sleeping so I decided to *talk* to you dear reader.

I think that the other thing that is getting me kinda down right now is trying to find a thing that I am thankful for today for my nightly “Things I am thankful for today” post, I am sure that I will have something come up soon, it usually always does.

Thanks again dear reader for *listening* to me vent you are awesome ♡