Dear reader lately I have noticed that I don’t really have the patience to explain things to people(the “dating site” situation) or really listen to people around me.

Sometimes like today I just want to stay to myself because I don’t feel like I am in a place where I can add anything positive or new to the conversation so I just keep to myself until I get out of my “funk”.

“Star” was basically telling me that I value you guys and this blog more than her and the blunt honest truth of the situation is that you and this blog is a life line and a security blanket to me.

There really is no judgment or criticism of me or whatever I say and I can delete any negative comments.

She thinks that it’s about the followers or how many I have, basically that I seek attention from you which isn’t true.

I love every single reader/follower that I have however I get way more comfort out of the simple fact that what I am feeling/thinking about is written down and out of my head than knowing that it’s being read(I still smile every single time I get a like, comment, or follower) it makes me feel like the thought/feeling has been delt with and it stops running through my mind so I can focus on other things that I have to/want to do.

Times like this one are ones in which I don’t want to talk to anyone except for you and I just want to read/or watch TV until I feel better.

Hugs and thanks dear reader for staying on this journey with me and *listening* to me vent.