Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting/talking about how I am currently feeling right now. Nothing more nothing less.

Dear reader lately I can’t seem to handle small talk anymore(talking about random life stuff or favorite TV shows).

My dad has always told me ever since I can remember that people come and go and whenever they want you they’ll be around. I am taking that so much more to heart right now dear reader, I am at a stage in my life where I want to talk about stuff that I trying to do with myself(my book reviews, trying to find out the best cost effective way to self-host this blog, etc etc).

However no one really gets what I am trying to do and why, I keep getting the “Why don’t you try for a normal job?” Question even though everyone who asks me the question already knows about my chair and needing help to get into and out of the bathroom so they understand why it’s hard for me to physically work normally.

Chris told me that I need to try and talk to people in my life more because if not I will end up being alone and lonely.

I try to but I just can’t seem to really relate to people around me right now.

“Star” needs space right now because of life issues and she said that she will talk to me whenever she feels up to it.

Adriana is currently busy with my God-daughter Mariah and her step kids, I just talked to her and my God-daughter yesterday.

Next Saturday hopefully I will be able to go to San Diego to give tarot card readings at a friends house as part of an event to help raise money for the San Diego Pagan Pride day event as well as hopefully going to see my friend Jules sing at a different place in San Diego later that same night so I will be around friends later on in the week.

I promise to keep you updated on how everything goes dear reader, also thanks again from the bottom of my heart for caring about me and my life you guys are amazing ♡.