Dear reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about myself and what I was feeling yesterday. If you’re interested in the backstory to this post it’s Here Thanks for for staying on this journey with me dear reader your support means everything to me ♡. 

Dear reader when I was rushing out the door yesterday with my dad to go see my big brother Nick in the hospital, I grabbed my Nook tablet because books have always been my closet friends and the easiest way for me to calm down whenever I am stressed. 

It didn’t matter if I could read or not(I didn’t really have time to between giving my dad directions to the hospital via the Google maps on my phone and guiding us around the hospital to find my brother) it was just comforting to know that books were with me if I needed them.

Dear reader I honestly did feel such a comfort knowing that you guys were going with me in spirit via the WordPress app on my phone. 
You guys keep me from going crazy ♡. Like I have said before I do have friends that I love and I know that love me as well however my dad, books, and you guys feel like the only true constants in my life(everything things else feels like it could change in a heartbeat and people come and go from my life pretty much as they wish).

Again dear reader this post is NOT meant to make anyone feel sorry for me or anything else like that I am just trying to explain/express my own personal thoughts/feelings which is the core purpose of this blog. 

PS.  As of right now I haven’t heard anything more about my brother except for the fact that he is pretty much the same as my last update he is still stable and in the ICU.