Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about my own personal thoughts on freedom of speech as well as how I personally have been feeling lately. I am NOT trying to say that I stand for inciting violence or harassment because I don’t. I know that I monitor the comments on this blog as well as delete hateful ones however I personally don’t feel like this goes against freedom of speech because anyone who hates me has a right to make their own site and say whatever they want to about me as long as it doesn’t incite violence or harassment against me.

Dear reader I have been feeling like I can’t say certain things/ask certain questions because of they might offend you and yes dear reader I know that I have promised to always do my very best to keep it real with you in regards to how I am feeling however I don’t know how to word these thoughts in a way that doesn’t make me seem like a mean bitch. 

have you ever felt like you are lost in trying to figure out/genuinely understand where people are coming from in regards to specific subjects so you try to get more information and you just feel even more lost than before especially when you have opinions that aren’t the same as the people who are talking about the subject..it really does make me feel so bad dear reader.

I am 30 years old currently and I grew up beliving in equality of opportunity not equality of outcome, I want the opportunity to try and win not just get an automatic win because of my chair. 

I have never once in my life thought “I can’t walk so you shouldn’t be able to enjoy something that I can’t physically do” because it’s just not fair. 

I also feel that when companies like YouTube change their TOS to make it against the rules to cuss as well as other rules that affect freedom of speech it really does take away the release of being able to feel like you’re being heard which can cause some people to feel angry and possibly act in ways that really do physically hurt people. 

I know that some of you might be offended by this question however I am genuinely curious about it. I also want to say in advance that I completely understand if you want to unfollow me for saying this and I wish you all the best if you do decide to go. 

It seems like everything is somehow a privilege now (I am NOT taking about white privilege, I understand as a white female that I have white privilege. To be completely honest with you dear reader I don’t personally understand everything that that means and yes I have been trying to research it but I just keep feeling lost) so much so that to me personally dear reader the word privilege it’s self is starting to mean nothing. 

I personally don’t consider walking or talking a privilege even though I know a lot of people who can’t do neither of those things to me personally walk/talking are things that a “normal” human body does so how can that be a privilege?

Sometimes life just gives you shitty luck. It also annoys me when I see people on YouTube saying that their own voice should be worth less than the voice of anyone who has less privileges than them.

How does not talking make it fairer for some else. 

I respect my friends who stay with me when we go somewhere and I can’t physically go to another area that some of my other friends want to go to so that I won’t be alone however I always tell my friends, family, and you guys dear reader to have extra fun for me on a roller-coaster or something like that I wouldnever want you to be denied something just because I can’t physically do it.

Thanks again dear reader for staying on this journey with me and for letting me vent. If you want to talk to me about anything that I talked about in this post please leave me a comment on here or message me on Twitter @BookNerd0486 or SnapChat me at DragonGirl0486