Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about myself and what I personally am thinking about right now. If you want the backstory on my ex husband and my divorce stuff check out the ” Ending” tab of my blog if you’re curious about my love life issues check out the “Trials in love” tab. I will be talking about sex so if that bothers you please don’t read this post.  And yes before you ask I can have sex even though I have CP(Cerebral Palsy).

Dear reader I was thinking about how I haven’t had sex in 5 years(June of 2011) and how the last time I had sex was in my 20s yes dear reader I know that I just turned 30 a few months ago however it still feels freeing to me personally that my ex husband/the other guys I have slept with(I have only slept with 3 guys total as of right now, my first was my ex husband and yes I have had more than 3 boyfriends I dear reader I am just very picky about who I sleep with) will never affect these years of my life it feels like I am getting a chance to start over.
I don’t have a boyfriend nor am I “talking” to anyone right now mostly because I have been working on trying to get more book reviews and working on trying to get myself together professionally Click here for more details. 

However now I feel like I am ready for the possibility of being with a guy/having sex without any guilt from my past experiences. I still only want to sleep with a guy who I am in a relationship with.

I really am feeling a lot of open doors and new opportunities a lot of which are made possible by your love and support which means the world to me.

I promise to keep you updated on everything as soon as anythinghappens.

PS. I had a small setback in regards to some of my NetGally book reviews being taken away because of a change in the way they handle feedback/reviews which made me sad because it has lowered my review ratios(pretty much how I qualify/get accepted by publishers for reviews) which made me slow down on reading for a few days(I still read but I haven’t been reading as much as usual) which is why I haven’t posted any new reviews lately. I am pretty sure that I will be back to normal tomorrow.