I am giving up the worry of What If my past with him costs me a new love from this point on I am just going to focus on the type of love/relationship I want and enjoy the ride until I get there because if I don't I will end up driving myself nuts. Related …
Author: justme0486
The one guy I can never forget
Warning dear reader this will sound crazy however I am aware of and OK with that: When I was about 7 or 8 years old I went to school with boy who everyone(teachers included) thought was scary and had anger issues, well I don't remember how/or why it happened but somehow I became friends with …
Don’t count the…
Don't count the miles, just drive till you get there and enjoy the ride. Reminding myself to relax and enjoy the ride :).
Picking up the pieces of myself
Before my ex left he told me: "One day when this over you will thank me because you've survived me breaking you, no one else will ever be able to break you ever again." My ex is the king of twisting words into his favor, he took every dark secret I had ever told him …
Weird dream last night
In the dream I somehow got a job helping people come up with ideas for books and sort of editing too, I can see myself doing a job like that. I really like coming up with ideas and seeing how I can make them work together. funny thing about 2 and half years ago I …
The following shows the the reasons why I can’t stop dreaming
My charger for my cell phone just broke, I have been wanting to get a new phone for the longest because the phone I have now sucks and its old(dropped a bunch..my CP(reason why I am in a chair) tends to cause me to drop stuff a lot, and the phone just isn't working as …
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Runaway husband, I am now going to stop waiting for him to come back, I am moving on.
Dear reader: This rant has been a long time coming and I apologize to you now if this bothers or offends you in some way, my intent with this rant is to hopefully *crosses fingers* get this off my chest and be able to move forward with my life that said here we go: I …
Living in a world of dreams, if you wake up you die.
I am coming clean with myself dear reader, I now know for sure that I live in a world of dreams. Dreams in which I see myself doing things as of right now I am unable to do, normal life, normal money no SSI to say having over $1500 in my account is too much. …
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Reason why I need a blog.
I need this blog due to the fact that I have so many thoughts and feelings I am trying to process. I am typing on a blog where no one knows my name or face and yet I still feel like I am letting down you the reader (who I do not know at all) by …
Now for the reason I stopped bloging before.
OK now for the reason I stopped bloging before: The following is a true story: I had another blog(different site) and I had made a "friend" of sorts with another girl who blogged stuff on there also I liked her stuff she liked and read mine. I didn't put there that I was disabled(you'll see …
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