Note to reader: the following is just me trying to vent, to get some thoughts out of my system. I apologize in advance if it doesn't make sense. Dear reader I feel bad because I don't feel bad for kicking some people out of my life. I am tired of trying to help the people …
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I think I figured out another reason why I love to read So much
Dear reader I think I just figured out another reason why I love to read So much: Because reading let's me get in idea of how I would handle situations by how they sometimes come up in stories and to see myself in a situation to help myself become more comfortable with the idea or …
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I am quiet so you won’t see me cry.
Sorry I just can't explain, the words that would fall from my lips if I opened my mouth aren't the words you want to hear. You want happy words, words to cheer you up. Sorry but I am fresh out of those words at this moment. If I said them, the very second after they …
I am thankful that I learned these lessons now.
Dear reader I am going to warn you now that this post may ramble and not make much sense however I need to get these thoughts out of my mind so here it goes. Dear reader I am glad that I know the value of love and of having a good stable honest marriage now …
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Sometimes I wonder why I am lucky
Dear reader sometimes I wonder why I am lucky. Why I have been blessed with the life I have and others haven't. I have told myself for a long time that I can handle having CP and being in my chair. I know this may sound crazy however I have secretly always wished and hoped …
I worked too hard to get this life I am not going backwards.
Note to reader: This post may seem harsh to those who don't know my story. Just know that I have my reasons for feeling this way and above all this blog is a place for me to vent without judgement. I keep dreaming about some old friends from High School dear reader. I left these …
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I really suck at waiting.
Dear reader I know that I need to wait for him, until he finds me of I finds him however it's not easy. I want to be asleep in his arms not awake listening love songs wishing, praying he was with me. I crave kisses, hugs, sex, love, emotions. Last night I dreamed of him …
I never sold myself that short
Dear reader I am watching Glee and *spoiler alert * "Artie" and "Kitty" are dating and at first "Kitty" makes "Artie" hide it because she's embarrassed because of his chair. This made me think of my own personal life dear reader and while I can personally relate to guys not wanting to date me publicly …
Never take someone out unless you have the leverage to keep them out permanently.
Dear reader my grandmother told me that and I have stuck to it as best as I have been able to. She told me it once because I wanted to make a girl at school stop bugging me. She pretty much said this(some paraphrasing): "You can send a person to jail and for awhile they …
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There is no faster way to my heart then a man who can think
Dear reader I find a man who can think and ponder sexy. A man who can write and imagine. A man Who can draw me into his own wonderland and help me explore my own. I need a man who is willing to explore life with me and not just survive it.
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