Dear reader I just finished the interview talking about what it's like for me as an adult with CP(reason why I am in a chair). The lady who interviewed me said I did good. I hope my story helps someone 🙂
Category: Me
I am so very thankful for my faith.
Dear reader before I became Pagan almost 5 years ago now I had so much self-hate in me and the Gods took that away and it hasn't been back since. You don't really realize how heavy a burden is until it's gone. My life is not perfect by any means however I no-longer hate myself …
Keeping the faith.
I have been trying to make my personal faith too complicated lately. I keep thinking that the Gods I work/follow with are expecting complex worship at the moment so I haven't been doing as much. I keep thinking that I will mess up and They will leave me. I know that They told me that …
The thing you are running away from maybe the very thing you need the most.
I have spent my life(Since I was old enough to realize it) running away from a certain type of guy because to me they always represented trouble. I am starting to see in my own life through various personal examples that whatever you hide/run from the most will find you eventually. Maybe the type of …
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Stuff I feel guilty for or over.
Note to reader: the following post is another random rant to help me get my feelings out and isn't about anyone, also it may or may not make sense. I feel guilty for being mad about the pain from my CP when I know a lot of people have it worse than I do. I …
I am strange even to myself, I still want someone who understands though.
Dear reader I know that I am different and strange(You have seen some of it here already) I still want someone who understands and loves me for it. I keep dreaming of this guy(2 different dreams so far) I haven't publicly posted about here because the dreams had sex in them. He seems to understand …
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My faith and my soul are one :).
I am Pagan because it delights MY soul. I have found a peace in my faith and the Gods I follow that still amazes me. My faith and my soul are one :).I wish that I could tell you dear reader of the beauty of ISIS that I saw in a dream a few years …
My CP doesn’t make me inspirational.
" I can't be inspirational just for being born and not giving up ." -Zach Anner Omg dear reader someone gets how I feel about being called inspirational because I have CP. I really just didn't give up and die. My chair makes me no better or worse than you dear reader. If I am …
I can only get myself out of this
I have come to see dear reader that the only person I can get out of this alive so to speak is myself. I have to live with my choices and pay their costs. I know that I will have a man at some point on this journey, I just have to find him in …
Rip me apart(Freedom) A poem like thing.
Rip me apartWhat would you findInside of meIs a fighterA voice screamingFreedom Inside of me.Let. Me. Out.I am you.You ARE ME.I am you.Freedom.
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