If I died today there is nothing I have left unsaid that I really want to say, (Yes the one last I love you to friends and family of course) my family and friends know that I love them. Even though my divorce isn't final yet there are no unsaid words I'd want to say …
Category: Me
I am thankful that I am not a writer
Dear reader I am thankful that I am not a writer because if I was I'm pretty sure that I'd end up driving myself nuts trying to keep you all happy(I am dealing with this already) instead of using this blog as a way to keep me sane. If it was to become about you …
The more I have changed, the more I’ve stayed the same.
As I was thinking about all I have been through I've realized that the more that I've changed the more the core of me has stayed the same. I think its just that I've spent the last 3 years changing from who I was when I was with my ex hubby that I couldn't see …
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Just so you know(more info on me) Warning sexual content in this post.
I am straight. I can only handle being with one guy at a time, I don't share my guy sexually. I don't have sex unless/Until I am in a relationship with the person. I have never had a one night stand. I am not able to separate my body from my heart, the guy that …
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Why I am Pagan, My personal story of Faith.
Dear reader the following story is MY personal story of faith. ALL comments trying to get me to change faith will be deleted also because this is MY story it will be different from yours. I have been active in my faith since September of 2008. I had the urge to kill myself for many …
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People always tell me I am “strong” because I am disabled, well I am not
I am not "strong" because I am in a chair, I might consider myself to be strong if I had somehow been given the option to be in the chair for some reason(so someone else wouldn't have to be in one) then I picked it. However I had NO choice to have CP or not …
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OK, Apparently life wants me to post about this so I will, Fair Warning some may not like this.
I really did think I was going to get off here and try to sleep apparently life wants me to post one more thing first so I will. Fair warning some may not/will not like what I am about to say, Please note the following are MY personal thoughts and are not meant to be …
Is it weird that I feel as if I don’t know the person who writes this?
I write my blog, however after the words are out of my brain and onto the page and I read them I feel like another person wrote them. Dear reader is that weird? Or is this just me getting to know what or who my soul is? Either way I like this new part of …
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Warning You Are Feeling New Emotions, Do Not Be Alarmed
I just got done watching a TV show(Switched at Birth if your curious) and now I want to cry(as in I feel that chest tightening that happens before I start to cry) first I was confused as to why I was feeling that way, then it hit me, its because of this blog. The blog …
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Taking off the mask…As much as I can
Dear reader in this blog you "see" me without my mask on, (in so much as I can ever take it off) the one I wear everyday with friends, family, and just random people I know. I truly believe that everyone wears one on some level(knowingly or not). I try my best to show my …
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