Dear reader Alex still hasn't answered my messages from yesterday or the days before(Check the "trials in love" or the "venting" tabs of my blog for the backstory if you're interested). I have told myself that if he doesn't answer me in 6 more days I will consider us to be over since that will …
Category: Trials in love,
It’s hard to worry about missing you when you’re already gone.
Dear reader I keep wondering how breaking up with Alex would be like/feel like, however it's hard to do that when he is already gone. We still haven't talked(phone or text) for about 5 days now(check the venting and trials in love tabs of my blog for the backstory). I sent him a text last …
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It feels like everyone wants me but the person I want.
Dear reader one of my first boyfriend's ever messaged me on Facebook a month ago but I didn't see it until last night because it went into my "other" folder. He said he missed me and I was still as beautiful as when he first saw me. I haven't seen him in person for about …
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Right words, wrong person.(12/7/14)
Note to reader: The following post is just about me venting my feelings and emotions so they don't bubble up inside of me. Dear reader I was talking to the guy from a few months ago who asked me for sex, yesterday on the phone when he called me by surprise to apologize. He was …
He fell asleep on the phone with me(12/4/14)
Note to reader: The following post is just to remind me not to give up when things get hard. Dear reader I hadn't really talked to Alex for about 4 days or so because he has been super busy with work(we haven't seen each other for a few weeks because of his car issues). I …
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It’s been a month since I met Alex and he is still here(11/23/14)
Dear reader today is one month since I met Alex and he is still around and we are still together(I have been his girlfriend since the 7th) it hasn't been easy because of the drama we both have in our personal lives however it has been worth it. I really see this going somewhere in …
Continue reading It’s been a month since I met Alex and he is still here(11/23/14)
OMGS he said he loves me(11/20/14)
OMGS dear reader Alex just texted me that he loves me. I have said it before to him occasionally, usually randomly when I want him to know I really am serious or when it slips out. I really do love him and Yes, dear reader I know it's crazy. Every time I have said it …
I got to see Alex tonight(11/18/14)
Dear reader I got to see Alex tonight, My dad wanted to try the Casino near Alex's house so Alex met us there:). It sucked, my dad and I both like our other casino better. I had fun we won $120 on a slot off of a $20 I gave him and he gave me …
He is ok:).
Dear reader I heard from Alex he called me and told me his phone got stolen and he had to get a new one. Life is still crazy right now because of my dad(really long story) but at least I know he is ok and we are still together.
He is now my boyfriend:)(11/7/14)
Dear reader Alex is now my boyfriend. *Does a happy dance* I know this will not be easy because a lot of really personal stuff is going on for him and myself(in both of our lives separately) that I can't share here for a variety of different reasons. We were talking on the phone tonight …
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