Dear Shaun: Hi big brother I know you're on the other side as I am writing this however I just wanted you to know that you're in my thoughts today and always. I know we spent so much time apart because we have different dad's however I always hoped I would see you again someday. …
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Merry Christmas dear reader: )
Merry Christmas dear reader. I know that it's still Christmas Eve however I may be busy tomorrow so I am posting this now. Yes, Dear reader that is my real live Yule tree we saved it from last year and brought inside again this year: ). No news as yet from the possible new guy …
The moment when you hear from everyone but the person You want to hear from.
Dear reader It's Christmas Eve today. I want to wish you and yours a safe and happy holiday. Tomorrow Christmas would have been my older brother Shaun's 30th birthday and a few days later will be 2 years since he died. If you have anyone you want to say I love you to please let …
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The night before last I made a new friend.
Dear reader the night before tonight I made a new friend. He is Pagan as well and he is a friend of another friend of mine. We me on our mutual friend's FB page(I answered a question he posted on there.) We talked through FB messenger for about 2 hours straight till he had to …
I support freedom of speech.
Dear reader I have had people say very hurtful things about me because of my disability and I still support their freedom to say it. At the end of the day I have learned words no matter how much they hurt are just words. I do not want to be part of the thought police …
Once you’ve lost my loyalty there is nothing left,
Dear just an FYI right before I leave someone the last thing that leaves is my loyalty. It is the hardest thing to gain from me and once someone pushes me til they loose it there is nothing they can do to gain it back. There is no "I am sorry" no words of warning …
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Feeling lonely
Dear reader tonight I am feeling lonely and I am writing this here to hopefully be able to connect to another human without judgement. I have posted about being lonely on here before and gotten well-meaning comments about well you should really try to get out of your house more. I understand and agree with …
Why is the fear coming back? What am I afraid of?
Dear reader I am feeling fear right now, the truth of the matter is I have been for a while and I don't know why. Maybe writing about it will give me some answers it usually does. You see dear reader when I was young I thought that if I got too happy something bad …
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If you’ve ever wanted to help me please say a prayer for my nephew in law
Dear reader I have had people ask me how they can help me(for the new people reading this I am disabled I have CP Cerebral Palsy I can't walk and use a wheelchair). You really can't do much to help me. Your comments, views, likes, and follows cheer me plenty PLEASE don't get me wrong …
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I think I figured out why I have been dreaming of him.
Dear reader this may sound crazy but it's true. In my life safety and someone having my back during crazy time has been a rare thing. When David hugged me tonight for two seconds I felt safe. Like he would help me if things got crazy. No, I don't want to date him, he has …
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