Note to reader: the following is just me trying to vent, to get some thoughts out of my system. I apologize in advance if it doesn't make sense. Dear reader I feel bad because I don't feel bad for kicking some people out of my life. I am tired of trying to help the people …
Tag: My Life
You know I am ready to move on when I start deleting shit.
Dear reader I just got done deleting old FB messages and what kept running through my mind the whole time was thank the Gods I am not still with that person or in that situation, I wouldn't go back to my past for anything(Except to say goodbye to my Nana and brother) . I can …
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“Your gonna pay for your life one way or another, you mind as well like what you’ve paid for.”
"Your gonna pay for your life one way or another, you mind as well like what you've paid for. " Dear reader I deeply and truly believe that everything in life has a cost and sometimes you pay for things by your choices and there is something to be said for liking what you've paid …
You know your on a good path when your past isn’t holding you back.
Dear reader I really feel like I am on a good path right now. My past is trying to pull me back but all I can feel is a vague tug like the hands of a ghost as I past through them. People keep making me feel like a bitch because I don't feel regret. …
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Today started off weird
Dear reader I woke up from another sex dream with my ex(see post under this one or check the dreams tab of my blog if you're curious) and I wake up to a FB message from him saying that his son has been born and he can't get away from his baby momma to talk …
I feel like I am at the top of a rollercoaster about to go down
Dear reader you know that feeling you get when you're at the top of a rollercoaster about to go down and your stomach does a filp-flop? Well that's how I am feeling right now. Ever since I was little My body could sense things physically before they happened. I can tell something big is heading …
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People either love or hate me there really never is a middle.
He finally left, He read my blog and took it the wrong way and left. Dear reader as sad as it may seem I don't have the urge to grovel back into his good graces, I've done it once already. It's like it was in high school, let me calm down or your not gonna …
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Sometimes I wonder why I am lucky
Dear reader sometimes I wonder why I am lucky. Why I have been blessed with the life I have and others haven't. I have told myself for a long time that I can handle having CP and being in my chair. I know this may sound crazy however I have secretly always wished and hoped …
Take a breath for everyone who can no longer take one.
Dear reader I keep seeing the pages on my FB for sick kids and I just found out another little girl died tonight. I don't know why I survived a grade 3 bleed in my brain and being born at 2 pounds 2oz. I don't know why I only have Cerberal Palsy(CP) . I don't …
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My best friend Adriana brought me a Pupkin Spice Latte
I am so lucky dear reader my best friend Adriana came to visit me tonight and brought me a Pumkin Spice Latte from Starbucks: ) *Squee* . I am very blessed and happy: ).
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