I have no choice it seems but to love you from afar. You pushed me away. Yet your friends won't let me get too far. Messaging me on Facebook to ask me if you're ok. I told them that you're done with me. I gave Chris my number and told him to give it to …
Tag: Random Thoughts
I still want that kiss.
Dear reader I am just being honest and saying that I still wish I could get that New Year's eve kiss it's been 3 years since I have had one. I really want a kiss and some cuddles, and to really honest I really miss sex it's been almost 4 years since I had any. …
The one who broke me and the one who loves me.
One broke me and he is still holding the proverbial knife to my throat, I am slightly praying he won't ever use it. The other loves me, even with all his flaws, not to say I don't have my own, he is my home. Both sides, both men different, both men two sides of the …
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There is love in every story.
They lied when they told you that I wanted or needed the fairytale, all I want is love and the truth is that love can be found in every story not just the fairytales. I know you'll probably bring me pain at the end of this story but no matter how hard I try I …
The forgotten.
Note to reader: The following post is about my own personal thoughts on the subject. All throughout this world on this day(and every other) are people who are forgotten. During a time of year when you see all around that people are with their families and cheer abounds. Sadly though some are forgotten. The homeless. …
Is it weird I want to say congratulations?
Dear reader I can't sleep again(4:06AM currently for me) and I just had my ex bf's name pop into my head. NOT my ex hubby, they last bf I have had(We split in 2011 right after my birthday) I checked his FB page and found out he had a kid in 2013. I broke up …
What can you do?
Note to reader: The following post is just something I have been thinking about I am NOT trying to judge anyone or make anyone feel sorry for me. Dear reader I spend most of my time in my bed or in my chair in my room because I have CP(Cerebral Palsy) which makes getting out …
WTF, I want off the drama train(9/21/14)
Note to reader: The following post might not make sense to you because I am trying to sort out/vent my feelings as I write it. Dear reader I want of this drama train. I was hoping that I would be able to talk to my friend Janet about some stuff because she understands how I …
Changes are on the wind…I think…
Note to reader: I am still trying to process/understand my thoughts/feelings about this stuff so this post might not make much sense. Dear reader changes heading my way...I think, I have been having a lot of weird dreams lately(check my "Dreams" tab if you want more info) and I am starting to see that sometimes …
I can’t believe Eric Canter lost his seat.
Dear reader I am really surprised that Eric Canter lost his house seat to a tea party challenger. I really want to do the "HA HA" from the Simpson's, just saying lol:).
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