I want to cry because I lost a friend because I didn't say the right words every time I tried to help he shot down my idea or just kept telling me that he is worthless no matter the countless times I told him otherwise. I finally just said I hope things get better soon …
Tag: Random Thoughts
The thing you are running away from maybe the very thing you need the most.
I have spent my life(Since I was old enough to realize it) running away from a certain type of guy because to me they always represented trouble. I am starting to see in my own life through various personal examples that whatever you hide/run from the most will find you eventually. Maybe the type of …
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Stuff I feel guilty for or over.
Note to reader: the following post is another random rant to help me get my feelings out and isn't about anyone, also it may or may not make sense. I feel guilty for being mad about the pain from my CP when I know a lot of people have it worse than I do. I …
Just because you dislike my opinions doesn’t mean you have to dislike me as a person.
Note to reader: the following post is just a rant to get my feelings out and not directed at anyone on here. I really really hate when people ask me for my personal opinion on something and then get mad at me on a personal level for it. The personal took my stated personal opinion …
Alone and awake, the sadness pulls me in.
Dear reader It's 1:40am for me as I am typing this and I just feel sad and alone. I know this will sound whiney to you but I don't care I need to get my emotions out. I just feel alone and like a part of my soul is missing. Like I should be cuddled …
I am a big Alice in Wonderland fan, excited for “Once upon a time in Wonderland”
Dear reader I just found about about the new show "Once upon a time in Wonderland" and I want to share my excitement for the new show with you. I am a really big fan of "Alice in Wonderland" I love the original Disney movie, the newer one with Johnny Deep, and now I am excited …
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Just a random post about “Dragon Age: Asunder”
Warning spoilers ahead... In the tie-in book for the storyline between the end of "Dragon Age 2" and "Dragon Age 3" (Yes, dear reader I know that isn't the game's official title) "Dragon Age: Asunder" which I happen to be reading at the moment I just found out from the book that the character "Wynne" …
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Saying no is an option just so you know
Warning this is a rant post and not directed towards anyone specific. Saying no is a choice/option that can sometimes be made. You are not always forced to keep doing what your doing especially if you're getting negative results. You can make changes or even stop what your doing and do something else, I promise …
Books are my addiction
Stories, I read when I can't sleep(like right now), when I need to get away. They are my addiction, they say that people who read have lived many lives not just one, I fully agree. My "good reads" has 320 read as of right now and those are just the books I remember reading. I …
I can only get myself out of this
I have come to see dear reader that the only person I can get out of this alive so to speak is myself. I have to live with my choices and pay their costs. I know that I will have a man at some point on this journey, I just have to find him in …