Can a guy love the me written here? Will he understand this side of me? Or will I have to keep this a secret from him just as it is from everyone else I know? I have yet found him yet, I just don't like the idea of having the secrets that are here already …
Tag: Writing
As of right now 36 are now following this blog. Thank You.
Dear reader thank you for all of your likes/comments/and follows as of right now there are 36 people are following this blog. Thank You and here's hoping I stay interesting :).
I don’t have a “Type”, I have a person
Dear reader the following may seem weird or crazy to you however it is true: Ever since I was about 5 or 6 years old I knew that somewhere a guy is waiting for me, you see dear reader when I was about 5 or 6 years old I had a surgery on my legs …
How do you keep going when it seems like everyone around you is giving up?
One of my very best friends has decided that she is giving up on finding love, she is getting divorced after her husband cheated on her with a friend of his sisters(He has two kids with the new girl). My friend has a 3 year old daughter with him(My God-daughter) and a 4 and half …
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Trust Me
Trust me. Trust my love for you. Trust in our bond. Trust that no other can ever take your place. Trust that I am searching for you...
Giving up the wrong, to wait for the right.
He(not my ex) wants to break me, to remake me, to change me, just for his fun, to see if he can, everything is a test to him words feelings, he gets to say pass or fail, worthy of him or worthless. Just sex or something more to him, where I get no real say. …
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I couldn’t be anyone else if I tried.
Warning dear reader this post may not make sense, it's just some random thoughts that are floating around in my mind: I was watching the TV show "Graceland" http://www.usanetwork.com/graceland earlier today and I was thinking about how most of the people on the show have to keep all their lies straight and be other people and …
Try not to say never, say not right now instead.
Just a random bit of advice that's been running through my mind for the past few days: I was finally able to buy my phone that I've been wanting for about a year and a half now. I also was able to buy a few other things that had been on my list as well. …
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I am a fighter.
Dear reader I am a fighter, since the day I was born 3 months too early at 11:53pm(per my birth cert). I looked at all the info around my birth(medical paper work, my dad has saved it all) and I am amazed that I made it. I am lucky I lived and only got CP. …
I think it finally hit me that my marriage is finally over for good.
Dear reader if you want to know the back story to this post check the me and endings tabs on this page(on the side of the blog the info is there, The "Run away husband" post in the Ending tab covers it good too ). It just hit me dear reader that my marriage is …
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