The tears won’t be held back. My friend Adri has 3 different guys trying to be with her. She keeps asking my advice on it but she never listens and gets mad at me when things go wrong. I just want to scream. I have very few close friends and she is one of them and I don’t want to loose her or my God-daughter(her daughter).
I want my chance at love too, something real, pure, and true. A lap to curl up in, strong arms to hold me safe, a kind voice to say “I am here, your ok”, someone who is honest, faithful, and truly loves me…I just keep missing him. I feel empty like a piece is missing.
It will do no good to tell me I am crazy or wrong dear reader because I can’t un-feel how I feel.