Dear reader It’s 1:40am for me as I am typing this and I just feel sad and alone.

I know this will sound whiney to you but I don’t care I need to get my emotions out. I just feel alone and like a part of my soul is missing.

Like I should be cuddled up in someone’s arms and not alone writing this, how is it possible to miss someone that you’ve never even met?

I ask because I feel like I am missing someone I just don’t know who he is. It’s not “O I really wish I had a boyfriend right now” it’s the feeling I have gotten while I was waiting for a guy I liked to come visit me or my ex hubby to come home back when we were together.

I really feel like a man should me walking into my room at any minute dear reader. It’s a person not just a longing for an idea.

It’s like a piece of my soul is out there walking around somewhere and I am awake waiting for it to finally come home.

Here’s hoping he gets home soon: ).