The thing you are running away from maybe the very thing you need the most.

I have spent my life(Since I was old enough to realize it) running away from a certain type of guy because to me they always represented trouble. I am starting to see in my own life through various personal examples that whatever you hide/run from the most will find you eventually. Maybe the type of …

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I am strange even to myself, I still want someone who understands though.

Dear reader I know that I am different and strange(You have seen some of it here already) I still want someone who understands and loves me for it. I keep dreaming of this guy(2 different dreams so far) I haven't publicly posted about here because the dreams had sex in them. He seems to understand …

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