I just started working with my new Tarot deck a few days ago dear reader and I can already tell a big difference in how much more personally comfortable I am with this deck compared to other decks I have had in the past.
I seem to be getting more more clear and relevant answers to my questions.
I am also more at peace with this deck.
I asked to night if my future bf would be ok with me being actively Pagan and to make a long story short since I am tired the answer the cards gave me was:
If I keep looking for a guy that is the same type of Pagan as me(Works with the same gods I do etc) I will be looking for a long time because my perfect Pagan man doesn’t exist.
I need to be open to a man of another Pagan faith to be happy, we can still grow spiritually together even if our faiths aren’t exactly the same.
I guess I have this fear that our Gods will not work well together. Plus my last two Pagan bf’s(Not counting my ex hubby) did blood magic and curses and it ended up breaking us up.
I just have to trust the Gods to bring the right man to me, as I will it so mote it be. Blessed Be.
PS. I will not date a Christian because I would feel weird asking him to help me with my spell stuff(Helping me light candles etc), I also can’t personally be with someone who thinks I am going to hell, I also personally believe that my faith is a big part of who I am and I want to be able to share it with the man I love without him thinking I am wrong or crazy.