Note to reader the following post is a way for me to vent and deal with some thoughts that have been running around my mind for awhile. I speak for no one other than myself.

Dear reader I personally believe that the Gods I follow/work with take an active role in my life.

I personally believe that the main way in which They communicate with me is through dreams(because I am more open during sleep) that isn’t to say that They don’t use signs and people at times because They do.

I say this to say that I personally think that the reason that some of my Wiccan friends don’t understand why I get so(for lack of a better term) worked up about my dreams and trying to understand them is because to me they don’t seem to have this same approach.

I am going to put the following in all caps so hopefully no one takes this the wrong way.

I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST WICCA OR WICCANS. I DON’T THINK IT IS THE WRONG PATH. I JUST HAVE A DIFFERENT PERSONAL BELIEFS. I.E. I DON’T THINK ALL GODS ARE ONE AND THE SAME.

From what I have personally seen in the 5 years and some odd months that I have been actively Pagan, the Wiccans I know and have run into have put a lot of focus on personal improvement and calling on the Gods during magic(I know not everyone does this I am just saying what I have seen).

I have many close friends who are Wiccan and I have talked to them about how they personally talk to the Gods and it has always been personal improvement first then Gods help if needed.  I have nothing against this approach it’s just not how I feel called to do things.

To me personally the Gods have an active role in my life, even on the days I don’t pray I still know that they can make Their needs or wants known to me.

For example sometimes when I am out at the casino I will feel called to give $5 or $10 to a person I might be sitting at the table with and I feel that it’s Them wanted to use me to help someone.

When I used to be able to go to the book store with my ex I would go to the new age section and time after time I would answer people’s questions to the best of my ability.  I never pushed my faith on them some I ever encouraged to go back to church after the person told me that was where they felt at home.

I felt the Gods tell me that They just want people to find faith and happiness even if it isn’t with Them.

I know that everywhere I go I represent Them. I want to show people through my actions that Pagans aren’t evil.

I can’t count how many times I have heard “You can’t be Pagan, You’re too nice.”

I am thankful for my best friends Adriana and Janet because even though they aren’t Pagan they still try to give me advice or encouragement, also so for you dear readers who help me with your likes, follows, comments, and views it really means a lot to me:).