Dear reader the following post is me trying to figure out some of the thoughts in my head and I speak for no one other than myself.

I have been thinking lately that I am thankful that I don’t have an overwhelming desire to have kids, and I am starting to see that maybe this lack of desire for kids is a gift from the Gods due to the fact that I can’t physically care for a kid due to my CP and wheelchair.

I am thankful that I was able to get my tubes tied in ’09. My ex hubby was active duty in the Marines at the time and his insurance paid for it.

Now that we aren’t together anymore I am even more thankful that I don’t have to worry about a birth control that would work with my issues(normal birth control has a high blood clot risk if you sit too much).

I truly feel that I put the needs of my unborn kids first.

Blessings could in odd forms:).