Dear reader I just got done doing a tarot reading about trying to understand more about what I am meant to do about “Wonderland” :

The answers I got are as follows (I am writing this here to keep track of everything and to help me process the information) :

1. The “Wonderland”  process can’t start until I have help and if I push any farther right now I will just frustrate myself.

2. I need to be open to the invitation of a guy, the fact that someone is actually going to want to help me and love me.

3. If I don’t risk my heart at some point I will more than likely stay alone. Risk the hurt to get the reward:).

4. I have to not dismiss him out of hand.