Dear reader I just got done doing a tarot reading about trying to understand more about what I am meant to do about “Wonderland” :
The answers I got are as follows (I am writing this here to keep track of everything and to help me process the information) :
1. The “Wonderland” process can’t start until I have help and if I push any farther right now I will just frustrate myself.
2. I need to be open to the invitation of a guy, the fact that someone is actually going to want to help me and love me.
3. If I don’t risk my heart at some point I will more than likely stay alone. Risk the hurt to get the reward:).
4. I have to not dismiss him out of hand.