I have seen in the last few minutes of scanning the Pagan tag here (I am paraphrasing a bit) “The Gods will give you anything to “They pretty much only care about themselves”.

I personally feel and think that They do care. I was wanting to kill myself in September of 08 and had pretty much told myself If I didn’t find something to take the pain and the self hate away soon I would.

I went to an open Pagan Pride Day event that year(I was still with my ex hubby at the time)  and from the moment I went into the circle that self hate lifted.

It was never do this and we will help you it was here we hate to see you this way let us fix that.

It is 2014 and I have not had the urge to hurt myself since to me that is a miracle.  I am not saying my life is perfect because it’s not but I am alive and I feel that is what faith is for to keep you moving.

I have come so far because of Their help I am beyond thankful. I don’t know why They care but I know They do.