Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post check the venting and trials in love tabs of My blog, it’s too much to retell all over again.

Dear reader I still haven’t heard anything from Alex, however I did send him a last text and FB message saying I still want to at least be his friend because I do.

That has been the goal since I first met him and if I am truthful with myself and you dear reader it still is.

I don’t know if he will answer me back or not. I don’t want to risk another call because I don’t want another disappointment if he doesn’t answer again.

I will move on and eventually meet another guy sometime soon I just don’t think it has to be right now.

No, I won’t turn him down if a guy does show up, I am just saying I am ok with taking a minute to myself so to speak.