Dear reader I am currently writing this on my cellphone using the 4G while my dad is driving us home from the casino.

We got there about 7 or 8PM yesterday night(12/25/14) and we are leaving now 6AM(12/26/14) .

It was definitely an interesting night/really early morning, I won $250 on a slot machine, I gave $100 of it to my dad:).

I am taking $200 of the original $300 my dad gave me to play with home.

I lost about $160 or so on slots because the craps and blackjack table were each too expensive for me to realistically make any money on, $10(Craps) minimum bet(I normally play on $5 minimum) and blackjack $15 minimum bet(I normally play on a $5) because of it being Christmas.

I made a new interesting guy friend named Mike while playing a slot(He was sitting at a slot next to me) He seemed really nice however before you ask he only wanted sex(think friends with benefits) Yes, he was really that honest about it.

We talked/hung out for about 2 hours or so.  He gave me his number incase I ever needed anything.

I was honest with him and told him I wouldn’t call him unless he calls me first(Yes, I told him about Alex and my ex hubby) and he has my number.

By the end of us hangout we both knew that we each have respect for each other but nothing more because at the end of the day all he wants is sex and I need more(relationship) and the funny thing is dear reader He literally told me that I WILL find it in time, I am NOT asking for something unreasonable.

The other thing he wanted was a kid at some point He hinted at it a lot and kept asking if I could see myself ever adopting(I told him the truth that my tubes are tied) and when I said no multiple times and the reasons why he said he wasn’t the guy for me.

He was fun to hangout with and he told me it wasn’t anything wrong with me I just(and I quote him) “keep picking up guys from the ass hole store”.

It gave me hope and yup, you guessed it dear reader He is former military too, Navy hehe:).

PS. Just in case you’re curious dear reader the conversation between Mike and I took place over a 2 hour or so period and he was so upfront about what he want from a girl right now(sex, with no strings attached) because I was upfront with him about what I wanted from a guy it was obvious from the start that he was flirting with me and I didn’t want us to waste each other’s time.