Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post check the trials in love tab of my blog for more information.

Dear reader I got the gift in the mail today that Alex said he would give me the day before he broke up with me, It is a pair of earnings.

I didn’t ask him for them and I told him he didn’t have to give me anything after he had told me he ordered them, he said he knew that and he wanted to do it anyway I said thank you.

I am going to keep them to remember him by and as kind of on going prayer that he gets sober soon.

I hope we will be able to see each other again someday after he is sober and be friends again.

I don’t think I will be able to physically see him again since his friend Chris messaged me on FB today to say he will be coming out to CA soon to bring him back to Iowa and once he leaves I highly doubt he will ever come back here.

I will keep you updated as I know more dear reader: ).