Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me and just for me to vent about my thoughts and feelings about this situation. If talk of sex bugs you then please skip this post.
Dear reader I don’t think I was made for dating in this time period.
I just told Denis(Friends with benefits offer) that I want the sex(because let’s be honest here dear reader no one can be a saint forever) however I really want the experience to be as fun and as stress free as possible.
At first(last week) he wanted to actually hang out with me(go to a movie with me or something) even if we didn’t have sex.
Now I told him that I don’t want to feel pressure to get naked as soon as he walked through the door.
Now he says don’t stress about it and that he changed his mind.
Pretty much sex was all he wanted which was what I thought from the start.
If I am going to do something like this I at the very least want to feel comfortable first.
For it to happen naturally and not just feel like a business transaction.
Is that to much to ask for dear reader?