I don’t have a lot of patience for new people right now(12/24/15)

Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about myself and my own personal life/how I am personally feeling right now. Nothing more nothing less.

Dear reader I have noticed recently that I don’t have a lot of patience for new people and explaining/justifying my personal life and or personality.

I think it’s because and I am NOT taking about my family, people who are currently my friends, or you guys dear reader lately I’ve had to explain/justify myself/my life and personality to some new people(most of whom are no longer in my life) and I am honestly sick of having to justify why I am happy or why I am the way I am or why my life is what it is at the moment that I just don’t really care about taking the time to explain myself to anyone right now.

I am pretty much in the mode of if you get me awesome if you don’t I don’t really care.

I’m NOT trying to say that I don’t want to meet/make new friends because I do I just don’t want to feel the pressure of trying to fit in/be “acceptable” to people right now.

A LARGE part of the reason why I am feeling so happy/ok with myself/my life is because of you dear reader and the love and acceptance that you have/continue to show me with all of your likes, comments, views, and follows.

I honestly would go crazy without you in my life. The other part of why I am so happy right now is because I am in a very good place with my family and friends ♡.

Pretty much the way I think that I will handle new people for the foreseeable future is this:

If/whenever they meet me I am pretty much not going to try and justify myself as much. If you want to talk to me talk if you don’t like what I say then go talk to someone else because I am not going to change. I have worked so hard to love myself as a person. I am NOT going to let anyone bring me down.

I don’t even understand what “You are too happy” means, I’ve most recently heard this from the guy who added me on FB because of my posts about the Kylie Jenner Wheelchair photos situation, needless to say he is no longer in my life. The only thing I can think of that could possibly explain this situation is the old saying “misery loves company”.

Ever since I was a kid whenever I get in these moods where I feel myself not having as much patients with people I just close myself off for a while.

I know that I might be missing opportunity to make friends right now however I just don’t want to be unnecessarily mean right now.

I am hoping that I can meet people who don’t really expect anything specific from me.

People who can understand that in person most of the time I am naturally happy/positive or hyper(how hyper I am depends on how comfortable I am with you).

My CP(Cerebral Palsy) is currently being mean to me right now so I am going to try to sleep. Thanks again for staying on this journey with me dear reader ♡.

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