This will be it’s own world for now, Blog update(2/26/16)

Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about my own personal feelings/thoughts about this blog. Nothing more nothing less.

Dear reader this post might be a bit rambling because I am just trying to get my thoughts and feelings out there so I apologize in advance.

Dear reader for a while I have been seriously thinking/considering ways to possibly make this blog bigger/really have ways to make contact with you guys more via more social media related stuff.

I really do appreciate your help and support that you have/are showing me and I know that it’s your help that has given me so much courage and also book review opportunities as well as any other opportunities that may be coming my way because of this blog.

I feel like I owe you guys better content/ways to get a hold of me(as of right now I have SnapChat: DragonGirl0486 however I don’t currently have any thing up on my story before I am not comfortable with making the talking snaps yet however I will always answer any nice snaps that I receive please let me know that you are from this blog when you send me snaps).

However I don’t want to risk having a “public face”(FB page for this blog, Twitter, etc) messing up the raw way in which I write on here which I personally believe is why you read/follow my blog to begin with.

I also don’t want to ever lose sight of the therapy I get from writing this blog. I do have plans to make more detailed posts about stuff once I get into a situation where I am physically able to get out more and do more things (Just in case you’re new to this blog and don’t already know I have CP, Cerebral Palsy which means that I don’t walk at all and I use a power chair to get around).

I have already made the decision to not date/be in a relationship with a guy unless he is okay with and understands how much this blog and you guys mean to me and he is willing to support me in my writing in general as well.

I have also been seeing a lot of YouTubers talking about the pressure of having to put out so much of their lives on different social media places and getting so much hate because of it.

Being in a wheelchair I know that people can be so mean about anything and everything and I stress and obsess every single time I post a video on YouTube for you guys(I can’t currently afford to pay for WordPress video hosting) because I know that people could hate on the videos and so far both videos have only gotten 5 views total combined so I haven’t had any problems with hate yet.

I want to talk to you guys in the best way that I feel confident and comfortable with and for me personally dear reader it’s with and through words obviously however I feel like I am letting you down with no videos because of the fact that so much is visual now.

I recently had my big brother Dustin give me an older laptop and my dad’s friend fixed it up. It has a Webcam I am going to try to take a video with it and see how it goes since for some odd reason the only way I can currently upload videos to youtube is on my phone it never works when I try to upload videos I take with my Nook Galaxy tablet I don’t know why.

If the video works using the laptop and you guys like them I will try to do more however I want to keep them just for you guys who read/follow my blog.

For now this blog will just be it’s own little world like it’s been from day one. I have never went searching for followers or pushed to have my stuff shared on FB it’s all been growing at it’s own pace and as of right now I currently have 513 followers on my blog over almost 3 years(I am pretty sure that I started this blog in April of 2013).

You guys are amazing and have been there for me through so much I honestly can’t see my life without you in it. Thanks again dear reader for staying on this journey with me and I can’t wait to see where we go next ♡.

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