Note to reader: The backstory to this post is here.
Dear reader I told Oscar how I feel about being worried about seeing him and stuff and he told me that he is clean and that he doesn’t have sex with random people either because he is also worried about STDs as well.
He also told me that he turned down the other girl because he didn’t want anything to happen with her.
He also said that he really still wants to get to know me and that if I tell him that I really don’t want to do anything sexually with him whenever he comes to visit me he will make sure that nothing happens.
I really do feel that if I don’t give him some level of trust then I can’t expect people to trust me.
I’m just taking about getting to know each other and trusting that he isn’t lying to me, not anything else at least for now.
He made it clear to me quite a few times during the course of the conversation that he wants me to know that he is there for me as a friend if I need to talk and he will do his best to make time to talk to me.
It really does honestly mean a lot to me dear reader so I am just taking everything a day at a time and seeing what happens. I promise to keep you updated on everything as soon as I know more about the situation.
Thanks again dear reader for staying on this journey with me ♡.