Note to reader: I am sharing this video with you because the song really says how I am currently feeling inside as of right now as I am writing this post. I am NOT sad about my divorce or my ex husband that’s been over for the past 6 years(Check out the “Ending” tab of my blog if you’re curious about the backstory to my divorce stuff it’s all there) I am sad because I feel physically lonely.

Sometimes you just need physical touch/care from someone who loves you and I mean romantically. Again this isn’t about trying to make anyone feel sorry for me it’s about me using this blog for it’s intended purpose of giving me a space to deal with whatever feelings I am having so that they don’t stay bottled up inside me and explode.

You guys being here for me on this journey means more to me than words can ever fully explain. You guys are amazing and you keep me sane.

I will be happy once everything is finalized and over with.