Note to reader: The following post is only me rambling about my own personal feelings and thoughts that are currently going through my mind right now as of me writing this post it might not make any sense at all.
I just need to get my thoughts out of my system thanks for letting me venting dear reader.
Dear reader over the past 3 or so years since I started this blog my life has changed so much. I have a thing I like to do which could be a job at some point in the future(book reviews, writing, blogging, etc etc ).
I finally feel comfortable with explaining myself, my life, and my goals to people. I know that I don’t have to settle for just being X guys wife/or girlfriend not having a life outside of my relationship with said guy.
I want to get married again/be in a stable relationship with a guy someday however I will never ever ever sacrifice myself or my dreams for it.
I have been taking small steps for my career and I kinda forgot about love.
Recently I got a reminder that possible love connections can find me anywhere, I tried to keep my mind open to the possibility of doing things differently than I normally do (long distance And younger than me, I normally look for my age or a few years older than me).
I still told him everything up front as always(Because it solves so many issues especially “if I would have known about x in the beginning I would never have gotten with you”).
It never really started because of the fact that he didn’t want to do long distance because of the fact that he was already in the process of moving to a different state for work also he didn’t want to settle into something long term/serious.
I understand I am honestly happy that i gave him a chance and didn’t shut him right away like I would’ve done before.
I hope that we can be friends still because I think he would be a cool person to bounce book ideas and stuff off of as well as the fact that he is really funny..
I also figure out that I don’t have to justify why I like someone to my friends or family, my dad is the only exception to this rule because of the fact that if my dad isn’t at least ok with the guy it’s not going to work.
I am seeing progress on a lot of fronts which makes me so happy. I promise to update you guys on everything as soon as I hear anything new ♡.