Dear reader It's 1:40am for me as I am typing this and I just feel sad and alone. I know this will sound whiney to you but I don't care I need to get my emotions out. I just feel alone and like a part of my soul is missing. Like I should be cuddled …
Category: Trials in love,
Love(Random poem type thing)
LoveThat which I seek to findYou who I can callMineYour heart calls to meFits a keyTo a lockNeedReliefLove searching for me.
Frank is gone for good now(I think)
Dear reader I think Frank is now gone for good, it's now past the time he wanted to have the lunch date with me and there are no text message from him so I think I am done with him.I am really sick of being teased with things/people I can't have, it's been like that …
A lunch date? Are you even listening to me?
Dear reader Frank just asked me on a lunch date tomorrow, after I poured my heart out to him. He is not getting this at all. *headdesk* I have had WAY too much of hey you can have it....OOOPS...just kidding to last me FOREVER. I am so done. Gonna sleep now. Note: Check the prior …
Continue reading A lunch date? Are you even listening to me?
I want a man, not a temptation.
Frank is back dear reader and asking to see me this morning as friends. I bluntly told him I want a man not a temptation from a man I can't have. He is saying he can see me and not want me but I can't. I am serious trying not to cry right now, he …
Why can’t I forget you?(Forbidden)
You left Your scent lingersYou held my handsYou held my gazeYour voice replays in my mindIs it because you are forbidden?Or is this my soul's way of telling me your fate is tied to mind somehow?
Still find myself thinking about Frank
Note: Frank is the guy I met at the casino the other night, check the trials in love tab for more info on him if your interested dear reader.I keep finding myself remembering his voice at odd random moments, or smelling his scent at random times. I know it's weird, wrong, and crazy dear reader …
My heart is not a toy, this isn’t a game.
I am not trying to "play around" in love dear reader, I am playing for keeps. I want ONE man who will love me and who it will work out with me. I don't want a one night with anyone never had one yet and I never want to have one.I've NEVER been able to …
Temptation
Frank just randomly texted me: "I just want you to know that your great." Then I said thank you. He then said: "I hope you find a great guy to take care of you." I said "Me too". I know it's wrong but I won't lie on here dear reader...he is temptation because he is …
One step at a time(A random poem type thing)
One step at a time Just keep moving Looking for the one The one your trying to find You both start the same path On different ends of the same road Trying to meet in the somewhere in the middle You both will get there Just one step at a time