Frank is back dear reader and asking to see me this morning as friends. I bluntly told him I want a man not a temptation from a man I can’t have. He is saying he can see me and not want me but I can’t.

I am serious trying not to cry right now, he honestly thinks we can be “close friends” without crossing a line but I know myself dear reader this is playing with fire.

I am trying to do the right thing here dear reader but I know seeing him will just make me feel worse, I keep thinking about kissing him. He wants one last goodbye in person.

I asked him why he wants to see me so badly and he says I’ve been on his mind for three days. I don’t think he understands the temptation at all :(.