Dear reader this post is about me feeling sad and scared for my best friend, I know that this post may offend some people and I apologize in advance however I need to get my feelings out. I don't want to lose my friend to her addiction. She wants me to be there for her …
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Feeling lonely
Dear reader tonight I am feeling lonely and I am writing this here to hopefully be able to connect to another human without judgement. I have posted about being lonely on here before and gotten well-meaning comments about well you should really try to get out of your house more. I understand and agree with …
I really wish I could make new friends: (
Dear reader I really wish I could make new friends. Getting out is hard for me due to my chair and FB is weird about adding people you don't know already(How are you supposed to make friends if you don't introduce yourself to people? ) And I really don't want to go back on dating …
Just checked out pof.com again.
I didn't make a profile because of the fact that the last time I was on there I ran into a stalker and I just recently got him to leave me alone and I really really don't want to run into him again. I also have mix feelings about the site because I found my …
Will you judge my past my love?
I don't have a boyfriend at the moment, this post is about me wondering if the guy that I do find will be able to understand my past and my posts on here and not judge me for them, Will you judge me for the part of my story that doesn't involve you? From before …
Feeling alone inside and I am not sure why.
Note to the reader: The following post is a rant to get my personal thoughts and feelings out and it should not be taken as anything more than that. Dear reader I am feeling alone inside right now and I am not sure why. I just want to feel understood. Not necessarily to have someone …
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The thing you are running away from maybe the very thing you need the most.
I have spent my life(Since I was old enough to realize it) running away from a certain type of guy because to me they always represented trouble. I am starting to see in my own life through various personal examples that whatever you hide/run from the most will find you eventually. Maybe the type of …
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Alone and awake, the sadness pulls me in.
Dear reader It's 1:40am for me as I am typing this and I just feel sad and alone. I know this will sound whiney to you but I don't care I need to get my emotions out. I just feel alone and like a part of my soul is missing. Like I should be cuddled …
In love with a dream
Since I saw you in my dreams and felt your kisses it was love. I tried to ignore the first dream as a flight of fantasy. The second dream I was dreaming of something else and you showed up, held me and cuddled into my neck and said: "Did you really think I was just …
I am strange even to myself, I still want someone who understands though.
Dear reader I know that I am different and strange(You have seen some of it here already) I still want someone who understands and loves me for it. I keep dreaming of this guy(2 different dreams so far) I haven't publicly posted about here because the dreams had sex in them. He seems to understand …
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