Note to reader: Raymond is not my ex hubby he is a guy I knew when I was young. You ruined me Raymond everything I now expect from a man that I want to be with is because you gave it to me first. You showed me proof that I don't have to settle. That …
Tag: Love Lost
Naked(Another Random poem type thing)
Naked Bare Just standing there(Yes, dear reader I know I can't stand, it's just a word) Wanting Needing Craving A Man He who doesn't want me I wonder if I will ever feel The touch The kiss From someone Who wants Me Just a girl A heart to give Seeking a home A safe place …
Little knife cuts(Random poem like things)
Note The following is just random thoughts in my head. I don't want to hurt myself or anything. No one panic. Little knife cuts, they rip at me Strip me bare, naked under your stare I wait for you Naked Just me Nothing to hide Begging, pleading A chance to be At your side, Freedom …
I want hugs and kisses too,
He posted on his blog that he is lonely and wants hugs and love. I have told him multiple times that I want him happy even if it isn't with me. He says that if I was closer he would be with me. I really doubt dear reader that I will ever be able to …
I want to be his joy
I want to be his joy I want to kiss him I want to cuddle him I want to feel his skin under my hands and body. I want to just be there with him. My heart is in the UK.
Here’s hoping I don’t push him away
I am nervous about writing this dear reader because I know he reads my blog but I have got to get my feelings out so here it goes: I still miss him which is odd because we haven't missed a day of talking to each other since we "met". I know we broke up and …
The End(Another random poem type thing)
Can you see the star The one just above Where you are Shining brightly In the night I thought you were my guiding light The way home The light under which to roam. You can't see That I care You didn't dare To fall Into me The lady Who wished to help You see the man …