It hurts so much right now that I can't even sit in my chair to eat(my legs don't feel like bending right now) so my dad will have feed me my food from my bed latter so I don't spill everything. Before you ask, Yes Dear reader I took my pain med already. Can I …
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Sometimes I wonder if my ex can still understand me
He just emailed me today to ask for my address for the divorce papers. I told him I STILL have NO WAY to get them to the court to be filed(we've been having this same issue for 2 years now) I told him that I WANT to be divorced and it would be faster and easier if he filed …
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Just because I am disabled doesn’t mean my life doesn’t matter.
My life is boring but it matters, I matter, to people and to myself. My chair doesn't change the fact that I am a person, same as you dear reader, with hopes, dreams, and fears. I am not less than because of chair. Rant over.
Sadness creeping in
I am sad, I don't really know why dear reader. I feel the urge to cry. My friend Adri is sad that she is missing a weekend of going out with a guy. Part of me is selfishly screaming in my mind: "I haven't gone out on a date in 2 years and your sad …
I won’t feel bad because she doesn’t like anything I do
Dear reader my friend Adri is driving me nuts. She is doing things I don't agree with, it's her life and she can do as she pleases but I don't have to like it. I have told her every piece of advice I can think of but nothing helps. If I hear "that's true, I …
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So sad, I just found out tonight that the DC crash messed up my saves
I am SOO sad right now dear reader I just found out earlier tonight that the DC crash from a few days ago messed up my saves/game info. Me and my friend went to play castle crashers because we beat the D&D game(It's a very short game) & we wanted something to play together. When …
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Why couldn’t you just say no?
He now says he never liked me at all that way...WHY THE FUCK CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SAY NO???...NO I DON'T WANT A LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP??? I would have understood. Letting me fall deeper and deeper for 5 days when he never liked me is SO fucked up. He said he thought that I'd just stop liking …
Why are you trying to be my friend now?
The girl used to hate me when we were younger, she even tried to get me to shop-lift things she wanted from a store(my dad had to come down to the store and explain to the owner that she had tried to put it in my chair when I wasn't looking which is true, thankfully …
Warning the following post is just advice to myself and is NOT meant to judge anyone else.
I keep being reminded "Give the love you want to receive" I am trying to make a daily effort to do just that, kind words to people here(WP) and helping my friends and family as much I can. I know this may sound whiny to you dear reader (and I am sorry in advance) but …
How do you keep going when it seems like everyone around you is giving up?
One of my very best friends has decided that she is giving up on finding love, she is getting divorced after her husband cheated on her with a friend of his sisters(He has two kids with the new girl). My friend has a 3 year old daughter with him(My God-daughter) and a 4 and half …
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