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Tag: My Feelings
Sadness creeping in
I am sad, I don't really know why dear reader. I feel the urge to cry. My friend Adri is sad that she is missing a weekend of going out with a guy. Part of me is selfishly screaming in my mind: "I haven't gone out on a date in 2 years and your sad …
I don’t think anyone can ever take away what is truly yours.
I think that part of the reason my ex hubby cheated on me was because he was never truly mine and I was never truly his. He wanted me for control he admitted this to me before. I was never truly his because my soul wasn't in it. Dear reader I truly feel that my …
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I won’t feel bad because she doesn’t like anything I do
Dear reader my friend Adri is driving me nuts. She is doing things I don't agree with, it's her life and she can do as she pleases but I don't have to like it. I have told her every piece of advice I can think of but nothing helps. If I hear "that's true, I …
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Naked(Another Random poem type thing)
Naked Bare Just standing there(Yes, dear reader I know I can't stand, it's just a word) Wanting Needing Craving A Man He who doesn't want me I wonder if I will ever feel The touch The kiss From someone Who wants Me Just a girl A heart to give Seeking a home A safe place …
Little knife cuts(Random poem like things)
Note The following is just random thoughts in my head. I don't want to hurt myself or anything. No one panic. Little knife cuts, they rip at me Strip me bare, naked under your stare I wait for you Naked Just me Nothing to hide Begging, pleading A chance to be At your side, Freedom …
I want hugs and kisses too,
He posted on his blog that he is lonely and wants hugs and love. I have told him multiple times that I want him happy even if it isn't with me. He says that if I was closer he would be with me. I really doubt dear reader that I will ever be able to …
I want to be his joy
I want to be his joy I want to kiss him I want to cuddle him I want to feel his skin under my hands and body. I want to just be there with him. My heart is in the UK.
Crying
The tears won't be held back. My friend Adri has 3 different guys trying to be with her. She keeps asking my advice on it but she never listens and gets mad at me when things go wrong. I just want to scream. I have very few close friends and she is one of them …
Here’s hoping I don’t push him away
I am nervous about writing this dear reader because I know he reads my blog but I have got to get my feelings out so here it goes: I still miss him which is odd because we haven't missed a day of talking to each other since we "met". I know we broke up and …
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