I want to say mine to someone, Not because I want to own them or for them to own me. I just want to know that I don't have to share that special core of sex and love with anyone else. That his arms will just be my special place and safe and comfort. That …
Tag: Thoughts
I know I will be remarried again someday.
Dear reader I feel I deep deep in my soul that I will be remarried someday, I know it sounds crazy but for the last few days I have been having dreams about my future hubby. I haven't written them here because I am still trying to process them. I don't mean to say that …
I am not defective because I can’t have kids (thankful)
Dear reader the following post is me trying to figure out some of the thoughts in my head and I speak for no one other than myself. I have been thinking lately that I am thankful that I don't have an overwhelming desire to have kids, and I am starting to see that maybe this …
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I personally believe that the Gods have an active role in my life.
Note to reader the following post is a way for me to vent and deal with some thoughts that have been running around my mind for awhile. I speak for no one other than myself. Dear reader I personally believe that the Gods I follow/work with take an active role in my life. I personally …
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We spend too much time fighting our soul.
Dear reader I just had this pop into my mind randomly so I am sorry in advance if it doesn't make sense. Dear reader I think you and I and most other humans spend way too much time fighting our souls. Not what your mind wants, what you should or shouldn't do. Not what your …
I have never really had fun with the Gods.
Note to reader: The following post is based on my own personal experiences and personal opinions. I speak for no one other than myself. Dear reader the following post is based off a comment I made in a Pagan FB group that I am in. Someone posted talking about how it's fun to see what …
I need to be more open to the ideas from “My side” of the fence.
Note: The following is me trying to give myself a "talking to"/Trying to sort out my personal thoughts I speak for no one other than myself. Dear reader lately I have realized that I give more of the "benefit of the doubt" to ideas/beliefs on the other side of the argument(People/Thoughts/beliefs/ Ideas that I for …
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That moment when you find out someone you deeply trust believes a “conspiracy theory”
Dear reader my world feels like it got turned upside down. I just found out someone I deeply respect and look up to believes a "conspiracy theory". I am not going to state the theory because I don't want to get caught up in a debate about said theory. That isn't what I am trying …
I really miss sex
Note to reader If talk of sex bothers you then please don't read this post. I really really miss sex. I am so horney right now it almost hurts. I haven't had any since June of 2011. I really really want the next man I sleep with to be one I will be serious with …
I am a fighter.
Dear reader I am a fighter, since the day I was born 3 months too early at 11:53pm(per my birth cert). I looked at all the info around my birth(medical paper work, my dad has saved it all) and I am amazed that I made it. I am lucky I lived and only got CP. …