He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so), he says he doubts he can be who I want him to be, which is crazy because I never asked for him to be any different and the distance. He doubts he will ever be able to come here.

I feel crushed because I meant every single word I said about him, my wall did come down for him. I still even after all this think he is an awesome person and beautiful soul.

I will not take my words back as if they were lies because they ‘re not. I just wish he would have told me sooner, I asked him every step of the way to be honest with me. I was just starting to get back into having a bf and having someone to look forward to talking to and games with and just thinking that someone cared for me.