Note to reader: This is the follow-up to the “I am really nevous right now” post.

Dear reader the planned parenthood wouldn’t take me because they didn’t have a lift to lifted me onto the exam table(I have CP, Cerebral Palsy) and they said they couldn’t let my dad do it.

The place they wanted me to go was too far away So now I have to go to another place near my house(about 25-30 minutes away) that is a free clinic hopefully tomorrow if I can get in I have to call at 8AM tomorrow to find out if they have space or not.

I have never been so embarrassed in my life.

It really makes me mad dear reader because I didn’t fuck up(excuse my language) I was a virgin when I was with my ex hubby and he slept around so if I got anything I am positive it was from him because the other two people after him were clean) I was checked after him and I was good but I am scared that it’s showing up now.

The worst part is I don’t have a mom to ask is this normal or not and having to ask my dad and tell him just about killed me.