Note to reader: The following post is ONLY about me venting about my own personal thoughts and feelings about this situation. No more no less.

Dear reader I have known this guy named Josh since we were in Kindergarten together. He was the first guy I said I love you to (I was in Middle school then) he treated me like crap and it took me years to get over his crap.

Fast forward to 2011 he found someone who he knows that had my dad’s number(this particular part of Southern California is kind of like a small town in the sense that everyone kind of know everyone else) because I never gave him my number after high school; and he called and my dad made me talk to him since he remembers him being in school with me, and he says he found out about my divorce from my ex husband and ask if I am ok I say yes and think that’s pretty much the end of it.

Fast forward to this morning, I get a FB message from his brother saying his brother wants to talk to me.

I have to add this for context, Josh and his whole family are super Christian and he has always tried to convert me even before I was Pagan he is honestly part of the reason why I don’t like Christianity so much.

Josh is as of now, the last time I heard trying to become a Christian film maker, I wish him the very best I just don’t want to change myself or my life right now.

I am finally a lot happier than what I was. I’m going to find out what he wants hopefully put this to bed and if that doesn’t work block them both because sometimes the best thing I can do is say nothing at all.

I will keep you updated as soon as I know anything more about this situation dear reader.