Dear reader it’s currently 1:02 AM for me as I am writing this post, I just woke up from a nightmare about this blog. I really do take this blog and you my readers/followers very seriously to me personally dear reader this blog has a piece of my heart and soul.

In the dream I somehow got to meet Cenk Uygur and Anna Kasparian from The Young Turks Network.

Once I got through telling them about myself and my life story they said that they really wanted to work with me but couldn’t find anything that fit me within The Young Turks.

They tell me that they both used their contacts to get me an agent and she was going to help me make this blog into more opportunities for me.

In the next part of the dream I meet with the lady who is supposed to be my agent and pretty much everything that could go wrong with the site(not being able to find or click on the right information etc) and my life in general goes wrong.

After that happens I break down in tears telling her that I feel like if I was to make this blog more public with a Facebook page, Twitter, or Instagram that I know in my heart that the content of the blog would surfer because I wouldn’t feel as free to be as open and raw as I currently am on here because of the presure/judgement that having a “public face” would bring.

Also I feel responsible to deliver you guys better content on any experiences that I get because of having this blog since none of the experiences would happen if you weren’t there dear reader.

She says that she  understands that and given the way I feel about it that I should keep going the way I am going with the blog as it is right now and if/whenever there are things that I feel are a better fit for me and you dear reader(s) that I should go for them however right now I don’t really need her help. After that happens I wake up.

Dear reader I will be perfectly honest with you when I say that I would love more opportunities to do fun stuff however I will NOT let it be at the expense of you dear reader, this blog and you guys mean so much more to me than any fun opportunities.

Thanks again dear reader for staying on this journey with me ♡