Note to reader: This dream was one of the most complex, emotional, realistic dreams that I’ve ever had. I’m writing about it here to help get it out of my head and in case any info from it becomes important later.

In the first part of the dream I was talking to one of my favorite authors(I can’t remember who she is now) and we were talking about how I was pregnant and freaking out about it because of my disability.

The dream then went to me getting some kind of spa giveaway because I was supposed to be on a talk show talking about how I was pregnant after having had my tubes tied(which I do have in real life).

As I was backstage getting ready to go on the talk show I looked over and saw myself(the only physical difference between us that I could see was that her hair was curly everything else was the same) getting ready to go on a different part of talk show. Somehow I could tell that she was still married to my ex hubby(at one point I saw him hovering near her).

After I saw her I was taken on this mobile spa ride(everything was moving) after you laid down on a bed they had robots that picked you up(while still lying down) and moved your bed onto the different types of spa stuff like massages and meditation rooms ect ect).

It was really emotional for me because I really thought that I was pregnant(normally I can tell that I’m dreaming) and I was scared about how I was going to take care of the kid(I wasn’t sure who the dad was)

it almost feels like I was supposed to be seeing myself in that reality but I couldn’t deal with it so I was experiencing it as myself with all of my same personality traits and issues).

At different points in the dream people would keep telling me that blessings were coming to me and not to be so nervous but I was so nervous about everything that was going on in the dream I didn’t want to hear it.

Dear reader I have never been so thankful to wake up from a dream in my life.