Note to Reader: The following post is ONLY about me talking about my own personal thoughts/emotions about this situation nothing more nothing less. If you’re new here and want the backstory on J check on the rest of the posts within this tab of my blog and you’ll find posts that give the backstory to this post.

Updated a few hours after writing this to add:

J says the open relationship thing was a joke from work but he isn’t ready to date me yet.

Dear reader I always say “The truth always comes out” which I saw proven true again earlier this evening.

I had an urge to check Js FB page and it says that he is in an “Open Relationship” as of today.

I am really genuinely happy for him that he found someone. I also think that this is a sign from the Universe/Powers That Be to let him go in terms of us being in a relationship(I will always love him as a person) and to focus on finding someone who is truly ready to love and be with me.

I promise to keep you all updated as soon as I know anything more. As always thanks for being on this journey with me dear reader your support means the world to me ❤.